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<h1>First, Do No Harm</h1>
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<p class="preview">A cycle of hunger, indulgence, and regret</p>
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<p>I finally resolved myself to eat healthier. I haven't eaten all day. I'm hungry, but I'll wait it out. I'm not hungry anymore. I could go on like this forever. Hour 21. I'm hungry, I can't do this anymore. I'll order food. Here we go again.</p>
<p>It tastes good? I feel satiated. I can stop now? I'll eat some more. I'm full, I should stop now. There's only a few pieces left, just eat them. I'll eat them. Wh.. Why did I do that? I didn't want to eat them? I just wanted energy. Now I feel drained.</p>
<p>I should get some sleep. I need to work. I'm tired, I'll go to sleep. It's hour 23. I haven't got much done. I'll do my work now. I feel sick, there is acid in my throat.</p>
<p>I can't focus. I'll go to sleep.</p>
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