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Modify: 2026-05-07
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Tags: personal health reflection
A cycle of hunger, indulgence, and regret
I finally resolved myself to eat healthier. I haven't eaten all day. I'm hungry, but I'll wait it out. I'm not hungry anymore. I could go on like this forever. Hour 21. I'm hungry, I can't do this anymore. I'll order food. Here we go again.
It tastes good? I feel satiated. I can stop now? I'll eat some more. I'm full, I should stop now. There's only a few pieces left, just eat them. I'll eat them. Wh.. Why did I do that? I didn't want to eat them? I just wanted energy. Now I feel drained.
I should get some sleep. I need to work. I'm tired, I'll go to sleep. It's hour 23. I haven't got much done. I'll do my work now. I feel sick, there is acid in my throat.
I can't focus. I'll go to sleep.